Beyond my understanding

I wrote this a year ago. I have to post something to start off this blog.

Beyond My Understanding

There must be a reason for all these

But it is beyond my understanding

Maybe, I tried to hard that I understand nothing.

Is it better not to understand?

Just accept it as it is

Float with the flow

Let it go

Maybe it will carry me to where

I am destined to be

It is beyond my understanding

So why try?

Trying to swim against the tide

Trying to understand beyond my ability

Let it happen

Even though it leaves me feeling empty

I am tried of trying

Maybe even tired of living

Am not afraid of dying

Sometimes wishes for its coming

Who am I?

Where am I?

What have I become?

It is all beyond my understanding